IndianMeena

hi i,m meena. i am from india and from a loving family. i learnt to cook, like many indian girls, from a very young age. i now am an expert according to the friends i cook for. i love good food and fresh ingredients are so important. i like to  eat out sometimes if the food is tasty. i lived in india until i was twenty, when i came to united kingdom to study IT. i loved my life in india and enjoyed singing and dancing to indian classical music, which i still love to do. my dream is to make a record with me singing. i am told by many people who have heard me sing that i have a beutiful voice. i still attend classes and practice regularly. i loved the spiritial peace and feeling of happiness, that i had with my life in india, and the loving family that made me feel secure. why then did i decide to move to england? this is a question i often ask myself, now my work is as an escort. in my country amongst my loved ones this occupation would be frowned upon, so i must be discreet in the UK. i can,t say i enjoy my new occupation and want to do it forever, but there are clients that sometimes make my occupation easier and occasionaly fun. i have met many interesting and very nice men since escorting but i have also had some very bad experiences which have tested my faith in god. i have always been very spiritual and god fearing and never want to lose my faith in god.  i decided to start escorting to help pay towards my carrear in singing and now the money i make goes towards an expensive life in the UK, eg. rent, studies, car etc etc. i began working for an escort  agency in central london. many of the girls i sat with inbetween clients regularly took drugs and expected me to do the same, but i would never do this, and rarely even drink alcohol , well perhaps occassionaly the odd glass of wine that goes straight to my head!! i found it very difficult working around these type of girls who seemed to dislike the fact that i wasn,t the same as them. i did find one or two nice girls at the agency, one girl in paticular i got on with very well and thought i,d made a good friend. i went with her once to a party and it was very late, we had both had some wine and she kissed me and told me she liked me more than just as a friend. i must admit feeling her soft lips against mine felt nice, and i just put my arms around her and felt her long hair and did enjoy the experience, but something told me that what i was doing was wrong. as her hand went under my shirt and held my breast, i removed her hand and asked her to stop. my heart was beating fast and i didn,t want to offend her but felt i had no choice but to stop this going any further. she told me she loved me and wanted to be with me forever  but i told her i liked men and wasn,t this way inclined.  we both went back to the party but after this experience our friendship was never quite the same. i decided to becombe an independant escort and set up my own website. i advertised in numerous newspapers and on the internet, spending lots of money to launch myself in the world of the female escort. i was now working for myself.  i  was excited and even felt a sort of power and control in my life that i,d never felt before.  working alone as an escort is not as exciting as i thought and answering the many calls and  seeing all types of clients, has not taken away the lonliness that i sometimes feel, being alone in a foreign land away from the people that i love the most. i always keep myself busy and try to stop myself thinking too deep, but sometimes i can,t help it and do think too much about my life, and then when the tears roll down my face and i feel so alone, i wait for the call that might bring that special person into my life and cheer me up.